Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. thank you for bringing a different type of joy to me this year although we've known each other for slightly >2yrs. i'm so glad i made that move, or else today we wouldn't be what we became. i'm v grateful for all that u've done for me, like making me feel like a princess everyday, and pls know that i love u. (tho i don't think u'll ever see this)

2. i haven't seen u for awhile and i miss u. we're still gng japan, yes? i've got so many things to tell u idk where to start......

3. because of everything u've done for me, all the late night conversations even at 3am u were still there for me, i still believe in optimism in life. everytime i feel sad, u r the first i'll call and i know that u know that i'll be there for u the same way u r for me. i love u.

4. we've not gone for a holiday tgt in a long time, and i pray tht i can go phuket with u. thanks for always being there to cheer me up whatever the matter is and giving me good advices. i hope this year we'll be closer. i love u.

5. i hope u and _ are good now. if he ever bullies u i'll go over to your school and bitch slap him ok? tho u hardly come out with us last year (ok not hardly but not as often) but i still love u and will be there whenever u need someone to talk to ok?

6. u knocked sense into me time after time, and bring me back to reality whenever i live in my fantasyland. i am really thankful that u r in my life. you know who u are. maybe u don't know this but u r important to me, u may not think u do, but u r. honestly. i wish u happiness. :)

7. u make me smile by telling me the stupidest and lamest jokes. i love having heart to hearts with u, which somehow always happens during special occasions (like my birthday) we should do this more often.

8. i know i've hurt u and i'm sorry for that. u taught me many unforgettable lessons in life be it good or bad. thank u for the time we've spent tgt and i hope u find happiness soon.

9. i still don't really like u v much despite what i said that time. maybe it's cause u've given me a v bad impression after being in my good graces for so long. so whatever you're feeling or thinking, sorry to say i do not care anymore.

10. i wish u knew this is abt u but i guess u're too big headed to know this. no one really likes u and it doesn't matter if u're there or not. stop pushing yourself towards people cause sometimes they rlly don't want u to be there.