heartaches

please let me into your heart, i feel so useless/clueless about everything. i'm very tired of being on the outside thinking what i did to deserve this. please don't do this to me?

today was kinda solemn (idk if that's the word to even describe) everyone was quiet and moody except me :( why why why! i hate being quiet and sad cause it's just so dull..... anw, a huge thanks to sw for my belated birthday present. a TOKIO HOTEL POSTER hehehehe ai si ni le luh!


hehehe ok i shall go watch some drama to keep myself entertained........

p/s: i wonder if anyone actually reads this blog.....